Thursday, July 11, 2013

Decision: Made

So I finally decided that I'm done with college for the moment. I have effectively dropped all the classes I could until I got a hold on my account which I don't really care about because I'm not attending anymore. 

Now don't get me wrong, I do want to finish. Even if I'll never use it I want that sense of accomplishment. However, I need a break. I need some time to sort out my life, make a little money, and be an adult. My main problem with school is that I've never made it the top priority. It has always been a top priority but not the top one. I'd like to keep a roof over my head and food in my tummy first. Apparently that is not how my teachers feel.

I wish I'd had the courage to drop out sooner. I feel fried. But I don't regret going, I met people who I love and who love me. People I can't imagine life without. Granted not as many people as my mom said I would but I'm also not super into social events like her.

College is not a waste. I just can't handle the fire anymore.

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